I miss updating my tumblr. Only once in a while i can open tumblr and post something. The wifi in Indonesia is practically slow or maybe only in hostel only. Anyway, Im good and soon finishing my 1st year of pharmacy degree.
3 years to go!
i remembered you
No, don’t get close to me. I’ll only push you away. No, I don’t hate you. I push you away because I’m afraid. I’m afraid of the things that could happen in the future. Afraid that when you break the walls I’ve built around me, you’d hurt me. I’m afraid that you would leave me. I’m afraid of falling in love with you. I’m afraid of those things. So please, while I can still control myself please stay away. I beg you. I cannot afford another heart break.
Sometimes, I wonder what’s wrong with me.
Then I realize, nothing is right with me.
One of my favourite song.
Lyrics:
the rain just never seems to bring
the joy i fell the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains
my heart cant seem to learn to part
the mark all that i dream of now it seems so stark
thou i told myself
wont hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now
but give in
chorus:
if you give me one chance to tell you
how i was feeling
i would sing to you and tell you
i wont live my life without you
if you give me one chance to tell you
how i was feeling
i would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know i never let you go
the way you left me on the train
i dont know what to say
i remember everything of that day
i cant believe wed never dance
i just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance
verse 3
chorus
i would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know i never let you go
chorus
i would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know i never let you go
I just wish that someday, you will open up to me.
I’m sorry for things in the past.
Thank you for everything.
Taylor Swift New Single.
I remember when we broke up the first time
Saying, “This is it, I’ve had enough,” ‘cause like
We hadn’t seen each other in a month
When you said you needed space. (What?)
Then you come around again and say
“Baby, I miss you and I swear I’m gonna change, trust me.”
Remember how that lasted for a day?
I say, “I hate you,” we break up, you call me, “I love you.”
